Conclusion, I was wrong, my bad.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Overestimation
Conclusion, I was wrong, my bad.
Friday, October 29, 2010
Total Failure
At times, I'm selfish. My dad is a bankrupt, my mum is the sole-breadwinner of my family. I felt sorry, but I felt worse for myself. I didn't have a choice. I didn't ask to be born into this family. Perhaps, I did something awfully wrong in my past life. Or else, I don't deserve this. Knowing the fact that the current predicament of my family has been a long drawn affair for years, I chose not to understand their difficulties occasionally. I love my family, and I know they love me as well. But the love is often obstructed by money matter, causing inferno and catastrophe in the house from time to time. The love is there, but I just can't feel it anymore.
From the common point of view of the society, I may be deemed as the wrong party, being ignorant and stubborn. A grown up boy who doesn't understand life, what's the worth of me living in this world? From my point of view, the family is a total failure, spiritually and financially For the first time, I feel so unsecured. I worked as a contract staff in a bank for five month, but they assumed five years. Worst of all, they expect me to have saved sufficient bucks to start school. Mistakenly, they perceived me for overspending on unnecessary luxuries in life. But even so, wasn't I entitled to do so in order to compensate myself after a lengthy spell in the bank? They should count themselves lucky as I lightened up their burden by not asking money from them. But think of it, I'm only a student who works contract and give his parents the money he earns every month. So how on Earth is he going to have the quids to start school? This makes feel so tired to shoulder the burden of their dependency on me.
They might have did their best, but their best was just not good enough. I did my best, but my best was just not good enough either. I understand, but I choose not to understand. The same goes to them as well. My advice is, please make sure you have the money before you get married and have children. Your child doesn't deserve this, he/she doesn't have a choice, but you DO. Most importantly, you must be financially healthy and maintaining it for the rest of your life is a mandatory requirement. I have my rights as a student. I will do everything possible within my capability to resolve this in the very near future.
But for now, there's only a phrase to describe my family - Total Failure.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Teenagers

Sheer patriotism among teenagers? From my point of view, it has been fading since the generation before mine. Not only independence day, but any other public occasion would be a reason to con parents for freedom. In other words, youngsters are only interested in alcohol, tobacco and ego nowadays.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Internship
Monday, July 26, 2010
Politic Football
He said a Muslim should not put on shirts or jerseys that had images of satan, alcohol and crests of other religions.
He said there was no need for a fatwa on the issue as “Muslims should know their boundaries”.
Tahrir was commenting on the controversy involving the Manchester United jersey, with several prominent Islamic scholars urging Muslims not to don the Premier League club’s jersey because the emblem features a devil.
“If Muslims want to show their support for their favourite teams, they should find a better way instead of wearing such a jersey,” he said.
Perak Mufti Tan Sri Harussani Zakaria had said on Friday that jerseys with devils, crosses or skulls promoted the wrong values for Muslims but that did not mean they should be banned.
Apart from United, who are also known as The Red Devils, other football teams whose crests carry images deemed unIslamic like the cross are Brazil, Portugal, Serbia, Barcelona and Norway.
A Malay daily recently quoted Johor Religious Council adviser Datuk Nooh Gadot as saying that wearing such jerseys were forbidden in Islam."
My view: Referring to comments made above, it's totally rubbish, ridiculous and ostentatious. These muftis are just too arrogant. Majority of my Muslim friends are fans of teams which are included above, typically Manchester United. Such unpleasant news might stir uneasiness not only nationwide, but worldwide. If Muslims can't even support Manchester United or Barcelona, the day for Muslims to play for the teams shall never come. Is that what the FAM want? Football is football. Politics shall not plague the world of football.
Source: Muslims should know what they wear
Friday, May 28, 2010
Reason

In this case, when I was denied the chance to explain the cause of that particular phenomenon, why bother questioning me? From what I know, reasoning is a state of having good sense and judgments on matters surrounding us. Without the word "reason", humans can't really expect themselves to live by the luxuries of technology defined by science nowadays. Matters must be justified by reasons similar to science which is defined by theories, formulas and equations.
Hence, if you're questioning me and deny me the right to explain, you should finger yourself upside down because that sounds more like an accusation than giving me a chance to reason. Even criminals do have a chance to reason in court.In every sense, I believe our lives are worth much more than those criminals. So, think twice before you question.
DON'T ASK IF YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Make Time
The night is still young, that's my life. Whether it's a night's out in clubs or revision for my exams, I just don't feel like sleeping. At 12am, there's still some 7 hours before the sun finally comes out. So, the night's young. Then, at 5am, there's still a long way to go before the sunset. In this case, the day's still young. The bad thing is, I tend to have the sense of feeling that sleeping is a guilt for not completing my unfinished tasks.
I often tell people that there's no such thing as "not enough time". We're given 24 hours a day in our lives. And if people still think that there are insufficient time to complete what they have to complete, then they should make time for it. As simple as it sounds, making time by not sleeping or sleep less is the best alternative. No doubt, I would die faster due to the accumulated fatigues. But that's what it takes. I always hope that I would die in my sleeps as I don't have to go through all the pain.
Think twice, isn't it nice to die in your sleeps? If you want a same finale like mine, let's sleep less and do more. It's an honour to die in comfort ~
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Tiger Woo Hoo
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Definition of "Allah"
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Nothing But A Good Night's Sleep

Oh yeah, one more further claim from my weirdo friend:
"Normal people sleeps at 10pm, ok?"
Give me some pointers.
Nothing but a good night's sleep, but not all of us have this luxury.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Money Ladies
Now, the problem occurs here. The word, ‘rich‘. There is a new trend of finding a rich partner nowadays, they tend to evaluate a man’s wealth regardless of age. A 5 year gap is still normal, 10 years senior is more of a bit ridiculous but still acceptable. Hey, what about a 20 years difference? This is totally ridiculous ! ! In my university, I see many ladies, beautiful ladies, beautiful yet pathetic… ..There are 2 beautiful classmates of mine who have their boyfriends of at least 10 to 20 years older than them. These guys are just a few years younger than my papa. Women look at the credit cards, the ride and the most important of all, a thick wallet filled with paper notes. With an average basic salary of a few thousand bucks, these guys can easily satisfy a 19 years old girl’s demand. And they look like a pimp to me. Pimps are always ugly, with their malicious act. It’s hard to imagine a dinner between these pimps and the girl’s parent. Into the age of 40’s, we should be calling them ‘Uncle’. I can guarantee, no parents in this world would like to see their son or daughter with a partner of 20 years seniority. If they really want the big bucks, they should consider looking into the CV’s of true millionaires.
Alright, first, these uncles are just from a middle class labour force pocketing their not so extraordinary salary of a few thousand bucks. Second, the ride they have is most likely to be a Honda or Toyota. Last but not least, these pimps are in their 30’s and 40’s. To back up my point, here’s my elaboration. A few thousand bucks can’t be regarded as rich. Moreover, a rich should be driving a Merc or BMW and a millionaire should have a driver driving him around in a bullet-proof Cadillac or Maybach chauffeur. From my evaluation, things will only turn from bad to worse since generation gap isn’t an issue anymore, and a 50 years gap seems possible as well. Thus, women will most likely ply their trade with older men, as long as these pimps are a little bit well off in wealth. I hope my grandpapa doesn’t get angry on this. For the sake of mankind, women, please stop these disgraceful acts. It’s not wrong to be materialistic, but it is wrong to go against Mother nature. Greed will lead us to sin. Marriage between children and adult too is illegal, now let’s hope that the government will highlight this issue and do something about it. God bless us. Amen.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Micro-Burdens
Then, the children grow up. They go to school, they eat, and they play. Not to mention the tuition, music and art classes, not all parents can afford these expenses. So, in this case, the children are the burdens to their parents. Day by day, they grow up. They want almost every nice clothes, shoes, watches, gaming devices, cellphones, computers, leisure outings and many other ridiculous, absurd and ostentatious demands.
One day, this particular teenager got robbed by some Mat Rempits. So, he borrowed some cash from his friends. From then on, he became a burden to his friends. Then he realised the cash can't last until the end of the month, so he asked some money from his parents. Again, he's a burden to his parents. After a horrible month, he was looking for money from every possible alternative. The debts must be returned. Therefore, debts are burdens. Pathetic little boy.
After many triumphs and torments during high school, he planned to pursue his music studies in university. But then, he never knew what was happening to his family at home. The family was about to declare bankruptcy. As a result, he never made it to the music school. Instead, he had to resort for a government study loan for his academic studies. He was very disappointed to found out that he was such a heavy burden to his family in the past. A talent wasted, a burden added. His current predicament, is full of burdens.
Into the years of university, the textbooks and school fees were funded by the government loan. Back then, the economic crisis was looming. So, the financial help which government handed to the students became a burden. There were little to none which the government can do to react to the apparent petulance.
When the parents of these children grow old, and when they have their grandchildren and so on, these happenings will become the heaviest burden to their grown up - turned parents - children. At the later stage of life, people dies. This will become a real heavy burden, because a funeral might costs 10 times the amount which we can ever imagine. Below are the precise details:
Hospital bills - RM 50,000 , coffin - RM 15,000 , transportation services - RM 3,000 , burial land - RM 100,000 , cemetery paint job - RM 3,000 , funeral band - RM 5,000 , flowers - RM 100 ..... the sum amounts to RM 176,100. This amount is subjected to double because there will be 2 funerals for the parents, which will balloon to an unprecedented amount of RM 352,200.
Do you see this titanic sum now? It's a Volkswagen Golf GTi. We can't get anything back for what we paid. Instead, we pay to lose our loved ones. Life is so unfair, unjust, and it's another burden.
In a nutshell, family is a burden. Sometimes, friends are burden to each other too. A single helping hand can become a burden to both parties. So, people, think twice before getting married. Marriage causes many burdens. Humanity causes burdens. Neither I'm condoning human extinction nor discouraging marriage and raising a family. I'm advocating a sound family financial planning and a healthy environment to bring up the next generation. The message is clear, if we screw up financially, a child can be a burden to parents; and parents can be a burden to the child. When a child is brought to this world, we'll indirectly make him or her to pay a Volkswagen or a BMW in the form of our funeral. It's mad money for the poor, it's a mind boggling sum for the uncapables, and most of all, it's a burden to the child.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Men & Deers

Thursday, April 16, 2009
Nerds & Noobs

When it comes to situations which require critical thinking, tension starts to rise among people and nerds are the first majority to panic. Their neuroticism levels are so high. Psychologically and scientific proven, they are most likely to die from heart attack. With so many situational factor I pointed out above, today I must emphasis on the issue of final exams. I choose the exam factor because nerds and noobs will only respond to examination. They don't even care one bit about sports and competitions. Well, because they are simply noobs and potential corporate dogs who are all workaholics..
In university, assignments and exams are norms. So does a degree qualification. They work, and work and work and some day, we'll have to work, and work, and work bloody hard as well. Some smart ass do take some day-offs to enjoy themselves on a holiday, but some don't. They work like a noob, just like a student who studies like a nerd. All they know about school are studies, all they know about their job is to work, and all they know about life is about job and education. Pathetic.
If they know about the existence of supercars, beautiful houses, and a luxury lifestyle, they would've use the money to enjoy what this world has to offer rather than giving everything to their heirs. They work for the future of their sons and daughters who will splash their cash like hell. In addition, the cash was conned for all the wrong reasons, and when they are old, they die for all the wrong reasons too. The hard earned money they've been working for, are not theirs to be enjoyed. I remember my grandpapa once told me, 'If you don't work, how are you suppose to eat?'. Well, my purpose of writing here today, is to rectify this phrase. It should be, 'If you don't eat, how are you suppose to work?'. You see, there are many more things to do in this world. Life isn't just about studies and work. Therefore, make some rooms for yourself, and try to enjoy life. Life comes first, achievement comes second. I'm not trying to discourage effort to achieve a dream. But efforts to the detrimental of life is unhealthy and we will miss out on important things in life before we know it until our final moments on hospital bed. This is because hard work doesn't really guarantee success. On the other hand, enjoying your life guarantees fun and pleasures. In a nutshell, to the nerds and noobs who read this, CHANGE!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Legal Scams

The conclusion here is, people should save up their money for emergency uses rather than dumping their money into the insurance companies, relying on these culprits to compensate their own losses. Government too should implement a saving plan which people must contribute an extra amount of money with the funds acting as an insurance and the government being regarded as the insurer. This can be the one and only solution to tackle down the big cheaters in our society. A reminder once more, don’t trust insurance. There are many victims out there, believe it or not, find some and interview them. Make a wise choice and be a smart consumer.









