Time

Time flies too fast,
Memories fade too soon,
Typically the nice ones,
Typically the sweet ones,

I last updated here since January 2011,
I regretted for not penning down the events which followed
I went to Hong Kong, Macau, Singapore, Pinang, Alor Setar ... etc
I enjoyed them all like time never ends

All the sweet things,
All the hard times,
All the time spent,
with all my good friends,

I missed football,
I missed futsal,
I missed snooker,
I missed teh tarik ....

in the good old times,
with my good old friends
if I can choose,
I will go back

Right now,
I'm sitting right here,
in front of my office PC,
struggling to recount the days I had before,

only to know,
it's too valuable
it's just too sentimental,
sentimental of which, money cannot buy

If time can turn back one more time,
I will pen them down,
remember them well,
recount them until my brain swell

but as of now,
I have come to know,
I can only look back,
but can never go back ...

I've learnt to value my past,
Struggling to recount the happy moments,
If time can reverse again,
I will cherish all until the end

Why?

Why am I always the one to save other people's asses?

Why am I always the one to lead?

Why am I always the one to shoulder responsibilities?

Why am I always the ONE?

I don't know why .....

WHY ..... ?

Overestimation

Facebook

Ok, I thought I knew this good friend of mine well. Perhaps, I was wrong. Here goes the story. He logged into his facebook account with my laptop. He left for school without logging out soon after. So, I posted some silly stuffs with his facebook profile. Subsequently, he got so pissed off. Alright, I was wrong. I used to have a bunch of friends who did this sort of stuff to each other. But the same joke can't really gel well with everyone. Typically to this good friend of mine. No doubt, this good friend of mine didn't really sit well with the silly jokes. Invading his privacy was his point. Well, he was right. Maybe being childish at the age of 22 makes people feels sick though. I overestimated his tolerance over jokes and silly acts. I shall be more cautious than ever in the future. Some people really have no tolerance over silly acts involving image rights. Lesson to learn here, different people, different social circle, different set of communication protocols. Anyway, I still love him. After all, we saved each other's asses from death in Sungai Pahang some time ago.

Conclusion, I was wrong, my bad.

Spending Spree

Today is the first day of 2011. In order to make sure I know where my money went last year, let's recap on my expenditures which I made from June to December 2010 as follows:

Esprit Watch

Ok, so I have no idea what model this watch is. RM320 with no resale value is not something to be proud of. But at least I don't wear a Swiss made watch around in office during work to impress my boss. He's a humble guy who wears only a lowly Seiko though. I still need my salary to survive ~

Tissot PRS516 Chronograph Automatic Valjoux

Alright, so this is the Swiss watch which I'm talking about. Before I completed my intern in Standard Chartered, I bought this to compensate myself for all the hard work I've had. This fine timepiece cost me a whopping RM3,260. Not a bad price after a discount from an original price tag of RM4,659.

Holland 2010 National Kit

So, at RM259, this is not really a big deal. But hey, I don't really buy football jersey that often. Hence, this should be 1 of the highlights of the year.

Crocs

This limited edition Crocs was really tempting. At RM200, it was totally a bargain. The World Cup was a disappointment. With Spain being crowned as the world champions, no one seems to care about the Dutch anymore. But I don't give a damn, it's a limited edition. On top of that, I'm a die hard Dutch fan!

Sony Ericsson Satio

With my Motorola V6 on the verge of dying, I needed a new phone, a flashy gadget. So with iPhone hot in the market, I'm not getting one of those. I don't care how good it is, the Apple is rubbish! I'd rather have the most powerful camera to date. At RM1200, I'll sit well with the 12.1MP.

Nike T-5

Ostentatiously, I bought this pair of shoes under tremendous influence from my pal. But the shoes ain't that bad. At RM300, it is kinda cool to have a pair of yellow futsal shoes of which only gay will wear.

Nike Sneakers

This pair of shoes isn't really that catchy. It's easy on the eyes. Nothing much compared to other expensive ones. in fact, I got it for a discount. A modest sum @ RM159, my pleasure ~

Nike Lunareclipse+

My most ridiculous and most expensive running shoes ever. I pondered for two hours before making the purchase. RM519, ouch! I'll make sure I run far and fast!

More to come in 2011, hoorah!

2010

Busy Bee

December is really a pain in the ass. A thesis, assignments' commitment as a leader to majority of them, and vitally, an investment research challenge organized by CFA (Chartered Financial Analyst) have all but taken a huge toll on me. As of today, majority of them have been solved apart from my thesis. Failure to qualify for the final of the investment challenge is another weird feeling. The feeling is somehow mixed. Many of my academic tasks have been neglected for the sake of that competition. I even went as far as sacrificing my Christmas Eve for the sake of it. Man .... this is my final Christmas as a student.... Sadly but a sigh of relieve though, it posed as a blessing in disguise which would allow me some breathing space for my thesis and final exam. Ahh ..... I'm so lost now. I don't know whether to cry or smile.... Perhaps, I shall keep myself busy for now ....

Kejiwangan yang tidak terhingga-hingga, this is the phrase which perfectly describes the busy bee me now ..... Owh ...... This will be the only post for December, happy new year in advance .... Goodbye 2010.

Nilco Syrup

The "Fall Asleep" Drug

Lately,

Health has never been good.

It's week 6 of school now,

and I haven't really enjoyed a good game of football.

The body's rusty.

Medicines and rests may be the alternative solutions,

but for how long this deterioration would last?

These drugs,

I love them so much.

They make me feel high,

feel numb,

feel sleepy.

The cost?

I'm so vulnerable to these negative repercussions.

They're the catalyst of my jiwang stature now ...

The onus of responsibility lies in me.

Very often,

I misuse Nilco syrup,

as a method to fall asleep.

Under various circumstances,

I'm deprived of my good night's sleep,

for a consecutive run of 6 week .....

I want my life back .....

DESPERATELY!

Arrgghh !!!

Lust

Life's A Pitch

You know what? After a break from blogging for a few weeks, I came across this book - "Life's a Pitch". Uhm well, it's kinda interesting to discover the essential 12 levels in life regarding to "lust". Here goes the list:

Level 1 - Eye to body

Level 2 - Eye to eye

Level 3 - Voice to voice

Level 4 - Hand to hand

Level 5 - Arm to shoulder

Level 6 - Arm to waist

Level 7 - Mouth to mouth

Level 8 - Hand to head

Level 9 - Hand to body

Level 10 - Mouth to breast

Level 11 - Hand to genitals

Level 12 - Genitals to genitals

Lust is a craving for sexual intercourse. Hence, don't get astonished or petrified by this,. In this 21st Century, we tend to skip some of these levels and progress to the final ones. Truth be told, it's better to enjoy rather than skipping. Lust, it does your body good. What say you? LOL!